well its over a year since i last wrote in here and so much has changed its unbelievable. all the doubts i had about belly came true and he cheated on me, tried telling me that his 'feelings had changed' and then denied it when i found out off amanda. *what a guy* but now i'm with ry, it'll be 9 months soon and we're still happy. i'm a lot more stoned now cos he loves it lots so it's calmed me down and it aint so much of a little kiddy relationship cos i've grown up. i'm still giggly and like a little kid sometimes but i think i'll always be like that cos my mum is and she's forty soon!!
or maybe i just needed a boyfriend that doesn't tell me that he probably will lose interest one day, and who doesn't wanna shag the whole of mansfield. (and who can spell)
but yeah ry's lovely and i actually trust someone for the first time, and he's made a real impression on my grandad which is weird. but good!!
i've got a job now too at kfc and it's all good. i can make burgers!!!
still friends with pidgey, him and ry have got a house so i'm round there all the time!
willy (aka richard, chud etc) walked in on me naked which was quite amusing. i didn't know whether to laugh or cry!
can't think of nothin else to write please make a comment cos i've never had one before!!!
lots of love and hugs
lora
xxxx